Graduation Day!

It’s the morning after my hooding ceremony, when they recognize me as a “master.” I think to my self, “A master of what?” I have not mastered anything about God or the spiritual life. I know that I have been “mastered” through this process. God has put me through the fire, burning away so much that I had thought was absolutely true about the Christian life and adding into so much more life then I could imagine. I walk away with the thoughts of the tremendous burden I have been given through the seminary process. I’m reminded of Luke 12:48

But someone who does not know, and then does something wrong, will be punished only lightly. When someone has been given much, much will be required in return; and when someone has been entrusted with much, even more will be required.

I’ve been entrusted with so much knowledge and thousands of dollars of scholarly training. It’s a scary reality kneeling in front of family, friends, and the Christian community while my mentors, professors, and the seminary powers that be recognize, affirm, and endorse my scholastic efforts. I have been entrusted with much, and I know more will be required of me.

The big question is, “Now what?” I have no idea… Over the last few years at George Fox Evangelical Seminary I have learned to loosen my grip and step aside. I have dreamed, schemed, and made plans only to realize that much of it is out of my hands. Yes, I have a responsibility to move forward and put myself in positions so that things can happen (being stagnant is not a good option), but ultimately my prayer is always, “Your will be done.” It is God’s will that I want completed in my life. I must hold my plans loosely in my hands and not force things to happen, because I may not know the best things that Christ has in store for me. For the first time in my life I am comfortable without knowing the future. I don’t feel like I have to make something happen for myself or for my family.

Lisa and I have decided to keep our eyes fixed on Jesus. Each day we will ask, “How do I serve you today Lord?” Each day there is new possibilities to glorify Him. Each day he will direct our path. Each day he will reveal His heart and his desire for our lives. And each day we will know what the next step is.

Thank you to all of you who have journeyed with us through the seminary process. I am so grateful for your love and encouragement.  Life was not meant to be endured alone and we are so blessed to live life with you.

 In Love & Gratitude ~  “Master” Joel To 

Raising Daddy Tip Of The Day

Bring cookies, snacks, and quiet toys to Graduation or any other formal ceremonies. Kiddos love pianos, tripods, and many other potentially embracing equipment.